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February 9, 2026

Outcome Thinking vs. Drift Culture

I spent twenty years in corporate learning and development watching people master outcome frameworks while their actual lives drifted sideways. They could build project plans with military precision, cascade objectives down organisational charts, and define KPIs that would make a statistician weep with joy. Then they’d leave the office and...

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February 2, 2026

Your Timeline is a Sixth-Generation Forest Fire

Reading Soundtrack: The Prodigy — Firestarter Smoke in the Silicon Close your eyes and feel the laptop on your thighs. It isn’t just warm: it is radiating. That heat is the friction of a billion data points rubbing together in a space too small to hold them. Outside, the world...

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January 23, 2026

Self-Authorship: A Meditation on Conscious Creation

Jordan Peterson on self-authorship: “Constructing the narrative of your life is a way to determine what to strive for and what to avoid…” There exists a peculiar condition in human consciousness where we experience ourselves as both the one living and the one observing what is lived. We are simultaneously...

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January 21, 2026

Your World is a Projection of Your State of Awareness

Think about this: your reality isn’t happening TO you. It’s happening THROUGH you. Your state of awareness operates like a projector beam. The world you experience is whatever appears on the screen of perception. Most people assume the screen is the problem. They argue with the images, rearrange the furniture...

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January 20, 2026

Anxiety Has No Creative Power: Why Your Worry Loop is a Lie

Let me tell you something about anxiety that nobody seems to mention: it’s a terrible storyteller. I’ve watched anxiety operate in hundreds of minds, including my own. And here’s what I’ve learned: anxiety is fundamentally sterile. It produces nothing new. It’s a photocopier stuck on the darkest setting, churning out...

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January 19, 2026

On Blogging as Soul Technology

A response to Joan Westenberg’s “The Case for Blogging in the Ruins“ Joan Westenberg opens her case for blogging by invoking Diderot’s Encyclopédie, that 28-volume monument to organized thinking that took two decades to complete, survived two government bans, and drove its creator to periodic breakdowns. Her point was that...

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January 5, 2026

Self-Expression as a Sacred Practice

It’s radical to say that self-expression is the most important thing in life. It’s not survival, even though we must continue to live. It’s not about happiness, even though we may experience it. Not even meaning or connection, though these often arise naturally when we express ourselves honestly. Self-expression is...

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January 1, 2026

The Spreader: The Virus Speaks

Note: I started working on this short story right before everything got absolutely bonkers during the holidays. It grew out of this idea of stories as code and the idea of “soul fiction”. The whole thing’s told from the point of view of language as a virus. It’s a concept...

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December 26, 2025

Walking the Wyrd: A Review of Brian Bates’ Anglo-Saxon Sorcery

There’s something potent about learning magic through story. Not the sanitized, academic kind of learning where concepts get pinned to pages like dead butterflies, but the living, breathing transmission that happens when you follow a character into the dark woods and watch them stumble, fail, and finally get it. Brian...

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December 23, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 23: Yaldabaoth, The Cosmos

(The Ruler and the Ruled) There’s a particular recognition that arrives at the end of every genuine spiritual journey: the thing you’ve been fighting, transcending, working to overcome is itself part of the totality you’ve been seeking to understand. Not because the fight was wrong or the transcendence unnecessary, but...

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December 22, 2025

Reading the Apocryphon of John

I’m currently reading The Apocryphon of John, and if you’re into narrative alchemy, chaos magick, or treating mythology as functional technology rather than ancient fantasy, this text is essential reading. Not for historical curiosity (though that’s good too), but for operational knowledge. The Apocryphon (which just means “secret book”) is...

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December 20, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 20: Norea, The Moon

(The Fire-Breather Who Needs No Consort) There’s a particular quality that belongs to those who stand at thresholds between worlds, who can navigate the seen and unseen with equal fluency, who possess power so complete they require no external validation or partnership to wield it. Not the power that proves...

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December 19, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 19: Sophia, The Star

(The Soul’s Adventure) There’s a particular quality that belongs to hope after devastation, to light discovered in the deepest darkness, to the recognition that what looked like irredeemable failure was actually the beginning of the most important journey. Not the shallow hope that nothing bad will happen, but the profound...

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December 19, 2025

Post-Structuralism and Chaos Magick: How Two Paths Discovered Reality Is Constructed

Deconstructing Truth, Constructing Reality: Where Philosophy Meets Chaos Magick This visual essay maps one of the most compelling parallels in consciousness work: how academic philosophy and occult practice arrived at identical conclusions through completely different paths. What you’re looking at is the collapse of certainty itself. Post-structuralism dismantled Western metaphysics...

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December 18, 2025

System Update: From Rigid Rules to Reality Hacking

Reality is open source code, not carved stone tablets. The old operating system promised absolute truth if you followed the right protocol: rigid rituals, fixed symbols, formal proofs. It assumed reality was external, objective, waiting to be discovered like a law of physics inscribed in cosmic granite. The new OS...

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December 17, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 17: Marcus the Magician

(The One Who Made the Wine Bubble) There’s a particular kind of power that makes authorities nervous not because it threatens violence but because it refuses domestication. Not the power that seeks permission or apologizes for existing, but the power that simply is what it is, unapologetically, wildly, creatively alive...

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December 17, 2025

The Morpheus Paradox: Why Spiritual Teachers Must Remain Students

Or: What The Matrix Can Teach Us About Conscious Transformation There’s a moment in The Matrix that most people miss. It’s not when Neo stops bullets or when he resurrects from death. It’s quieter, more devastating. It’s when Morpheus realizes his faith might be wrong. We tend to remember Morpheus...

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