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January 16, 2026

So this animal personality meme is starting to …

So this animal personality meme is starting to make the rounds… I asked ChatGPT this: Considering everything that you know about me, create an image of what animal I would be. Explain your reasoning. This is what it came up with: And here’s the reasoning it gave: You come through...

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January 15, 2026

A Philosophy of As If: Useful Fictions and the Stories We Live By

I’ve been reading Hans Vaihinger’s A Philosophy of As If: A System of the Theoretical, the Practical and Religious Fictions of Mankind. I came across this book through James Hillman‘s Healing Fiction, and it’s been illuminating his concept of “useful fictions.” The Nature of Useful Fictions Here’s the core idea:...

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January 14, 2026

Most people don’t fail because their system is …

Most people don’t fail because their system is broken. They fail because they abandon working systems right before they start producing results. We mistake the quiet period of germination for evidence of failure. Seeds underground look identical to seeds that will never sprout, until suddenly they do! the difference between...

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January 13, 2026

Likes 1368 | Why Have Goals in And …

Like Carl Richards I’ve never been a big fan of setting goals either for many of the reasons that he lists in the beginning of his podcast episode. But I like the way he turned it around and said that goals are good in the sense that they provide a...

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January 12, 2026

I read Virginia Woolf’s “Street Haunting” from The …

I read Virginia Woolf’s “Street Haunting” from The Death of the Moth and Other Essays. I love how you wander with her, watching her mind catch on an object and expand it into entire worlds. She flips seamlessly between what’s in front of her and her imagination, weaving in memories...

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January 6, 2026

The Will to Create: A Review of Mitch Horowitz’s Daydream Believer

Daydream Believer There’s a question Mitch Horowitz asks throughout Daydream Believer: Unlocking the Ultimate Power of Your Mind that lodged itself in my brain like a white hot poker: “What do you want?” Not as a therapeutic prompt. Not as spiritual navel-gazing. But as a foundational question, one that determines...

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January 5, 2026

Self-Expression as a Sacred Practice

It’s radical to say that self-expression is the most important thing in life. It’s not survival, even though we must continue to live. It’s not about happiness, even though we may experience it. Not even meaning or connection, though these often arise naturally when we express ourselves honestly. Self-expression is...

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January 2, 2026

Red Mass and the Machinery of Modern Myth

Conspiracy, Psychedelia, and the Rituals We’re Already Inside I started reading Red Mass expecting to enter a strange story. What I didn’t expect was the sense that the book was quietly rearranging the furniture of my own thinking. Not in the way a good thriller pulls you along, but in...

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January 1, 2026

The Spreader: The Virus Speaks

Note: I started working on this short story right before everything got absolutely bonkers during the holidays. It grew out of this idea of stories as code and the idea of “soul fiction”. The whole thing’s told from the point of view of language as a virus. It’s a concept...

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December 29, 2025

Today’s Contemplation: The Self as a Node in the Web

In the semiotic web, the self is not a fixed, isolated entity but a dynamic node in an ever-shifting network of relationships. Your identity emerges from the signs you encounter, the stories you tell, and the meanings you co-create with others. This perspective challenges the notion of a singular, unchanging...

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December 28, 2025

Today’s Contemplation: The Reality of What You Imagine

Right now, pause and picture something you desire. Notice how vivid it can become in your mind’s eye. Here’s the truth: you’re not fantasizing about a future possibility. You’re tuning into a reality that already exists in the infinite field of potentials. When you mentally experience something, you’re doing more...

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December 26, 2025

Walking the Wyrd: A Review of Brian Bates’ Anglo-Saxon Sorcery

There’s something potent about learning magic through story. Not the sanitized, academic kind of learning where concepts get pinned to pages like dead butterflies, but the living, breathing transmission that happens when you follow a character into the dark woods and watch them stumble, fail, and finally get it. Brian...

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December 23, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 23: Yaldabaoth, The Cosmos

(The Ruler and the Ruled) There’s a particular recognition that arrives at the end of every genuine spiritual journey: the thing you’ve been fighting, transcending, working to overcome is itself part of the totality you’ve been seeking to understand. Not because the fight was wrong or the transcendence unnecessary, but...

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