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April 18, 2025

Let the Flame Consume Me

A personal resurrection in seven acts Threshold Moment: The Phoenix Stir There’s a moment just before the flame catches, when the ashes still whisper the name of who you used to be. I find myself standing in that moment now. It’s a Friday—gray-skied and bone-cold here in the UK—but mythically...

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April 18, 2025

The Phoenix Path

Here in the UK, Easter weekend unfolds across four sacred days. It’s long enough to lose your everyday rhythm and find a deeper one. And if you play the game right, you can slip between the cracks of routine and catch a glimpse of something mythic moving beneath the surface....

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April 17, 2025

Act III and the Cosmic Dancer

What if the third act of your life isn’t about slowing down but becoming the myth you were born to tell? Join me on a wisdom walk through memory, metaphor, and mythic insight as I unpack the tension between old worlds and new callings. Guided by mythic imagination, story, and...

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April 11, 2025

Radical Inside Change = Ritual + Rewriting

In every old tale worth retelling, there comes a moment when the hero finds themself circling the same path—through dark woods, across barren fields, inside a maze of mirrors. No dragon, no villain, just the echo of their own footsteps retracing the same worn groove. It’s the moment before the...

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April 10, 2025

The Making of a Madman Mystic

Let’s set the scene: it’s 1959, and a strange, jagged book called Naked Lunch is carving up the American literary landscape like a junk-sick surgeon. The author? William S. Burroughs—a man who never fit the mould, and never wanted to. Burroughs, a Harvard-educated son of a wealthy family who favoured back-alley dealers...

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April 9, 2025

Reality by Design: The Thinker, the Prover, and You

“What the Thinker thinks, the Prover will prove.”A riff on Wilson’s central thesis of how reality tunnels get constructed. The Thinker and the Prover. One of Robert Anton Wilson’s most mischievously powerful concepts from Prometheus Rising. It’s a simple idea, but like all true mind grenades, it explodes in layers...

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April 8, 2025

Storythinking: The Power of Narrative Intelligence

I mentioned in a previous post that Chapter 10 of Storythinking hit me like a lightning bolt—one of those moments where a single idea seems to rearrange the architecture of your mind. That chapter felt less like reading and more like remembering something I’d always known but hadn’t had the...

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April 4, 2025

bring it forth or be destroyed

A Friday Dispatch from the Edge of Becoming “If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”— The Gospel of Thomas, Saying 70 Some lines...

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April 3, 2025

how do you know if you’re really changing?

“Even this journaling is habitual…”“Are these loops who I am?”“How do you break out?” This morning, while the coffee was still ritual-warm in my hand and the fog of sleep hadn’t yet burned off, a familiar thought spiral spun up: Am I actually moving forward… or just rehearsing the illusion...

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April 1, 2025

The Cut-Up Machine

A poet walks into a Parisian café carrying scissors and a stack of yesterday’s newspapers. He slices through headlines, obituaries, war reports, and weather blurbs, scattering words like tarot cards across the table. He isn’t interested in what was written but in what could be—what hidden messages lie in the shuffled fragments...

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April 1, 2025

Take a look around

Take a Look Around https://youtu.be/o3UHMV3jrZk?si=D51rRvCqONyh8U6W Scene One: A Cultural Snapshot in Sonic Form The year is 2000. Nu metal is in full bloom. TRL dominates after-school hours. Everything feels like it’s accelerating—dot-coms rising, falling, and rising again, paranoia creeping in under the surface of Y2K’s afterglow. Enter Take a Look...

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April 1, 2025

Sibyl

The Latin and Greek reads: ‘Nam Sibyllam quidem Cumis ego ipse oculis meis vidi in ampulla pendere,et cum illi pueri dicerent: Σίβυλλα τί θέλεις; respondebat illa: ἀποθανεῖν θέλω.’ Translation: “For I myself saw the Sibyl of Cumae with my own eyes hanging in a jar,and when the boys asked her:...

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March 31, 2025

The 64-Fold Path

here, upon these 64 ancient squares,
kings stumble, queens rage, and pawns dream of transcendence.
the board of becoming–a battlefield of the psyche where every move reveals you.

along the way, you’ll meet

the Trickster, who mocks your plans;
the Sorceress, who awakens your forgotten power;
the Wounded King, who waits to be seen.

choose your moves wisely.

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March 30, 2025

the day I freed myself from bullet points

there’s a certain seduction to the bullet point. it’s neat. it’s tidy. it gives the illusion of control. one thought. one line. one breath. like a haiku, it ends where it ends. no need to explain. no expectation of cohesion. no pressure to finish a thought with a grand conclusion....

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March 28, 2025

speaking of spiders…

the new image generator baked into ChatGPT is significantly better after the latest update. i asked it to turn me into a spider. note the detail in the background.

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