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November 24, 2025

The Warrior Archetype in Tarot: A Journey of Consciousness

The Knight of Wands hits the table with a soft slap. It is early, the sort of English early that feels damp even inside the house. Light seeps through the kitchen window in a thin grey ribbon. The kettle whistles behind me. My Rider–Waite deck sits where it usually sits,...

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November 23, 2025

Why Your Worst Memories Are Just ‘Bad Editing’ (And How to Fix Them)

Most people live inside stories they never chose. Scripts handed down from family. Cultural narratives about success and failure. Inner voices that narrate every stumble as proof of some fundamental flaw. What if you could rewrite those stories? Not through positive thinking or wishful affirmation, but through deliberate narrative craft....

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November 21, 2025

The Narrative Alchemist: How Story Shapes Reality

Rewriting Reality at the Level of Story Where the existential chaos magician sees through the illusion to recognize all rules as arbitrary constructs, the narrative alchemist recognizes something more fundamental: stories are living matter. They’re not just false or true, limiting or liberating. They’re raw material, saturated with potential energy,...

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November 17, 2025

Unleashing Strength: The Gentle Power Within You

The series Part I – Temperance: The Inner AlchemistPart II – The Hermit: The Lantern-BearerPart III – Strength: The Gentle Power Within Meeting the Lion After Temperance synthesizes your contradictions and the Hermit lights your path down the mountain, you meet strength as the lion. Always, you meet the lion. The lion is...

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November 14, 2025

The Hermit Tarot: The Lantern-Bearer

The series Part I – Temperance: The Inner AlchemistPart II – The Hermit: The Lantern-Bearer The Myth of Permanent Solitude Let’s be honest about why we love the mountain. Up there, in the thin air of solitude, no one can misinterpret your insights. No one can water down your truths...

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November 10, 2025

The If-Then Illusion: Debugging the Faulty Code in Your Reality Matrix

“If I just explain it better this time, then they’ll finally understand me.” Sarah had delivered this line to three different partners across seven years. Different faces, different apartments, same exhausting scene. She’d refined her communication style, read all the relationship books, even developed a PowerPoint presentation (only half-joking) about...

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November 4, 2025

The Counterfeit Currency of the Soul

A Meditation on Borrowed Truth There’s a moment in every life, though most of us miss it, or misname it when it arrives, when the stories we’ve been told about ourselves begin to feel like borrowed clothes. Too tight in some places, too loose in others, and always, always carrying...

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October 30, 2025

Exploring The Book of Lambspring: A Journey Through Alchemy

Author’s Preface I’ve always been drawn to the borderlands, the places where philosophy turns poetic and science begins to sound like prayer. Alchemy lives in that liminal space. It was never only about furnaces and metals, but about consciousness itself: how it fractures, matures, and reunites. When I discovered The...

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October 28, 2025

The Forgotten Laboratory: Exploring Consciousness Chemistry

Before Freud had his couch or Jung his mandalas, there were monks and magi testing the chemistry of consciousness. They believed the elements of the world corresponded to the elements of the self. Lead was not just metal, but melancholy. Gold was not merely treasure, but spirit transfigured by awareness....

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October 25, 2025

The Infamous Masquerade: A Tarot Story Game

A 7-day solo journaling game of masks, secrets, and self-revelation You’ve been invited to a masquerade that exists between dreams and memory. For seven days, you’ll draw tarot cards and write immersive journal entries as a masked guest navigating a ballroom filled with mystery, whispers, and hidden truths. Each day...

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October 24, 2025

This morning I kept thinking about how much …

This morning I kept thinking about how much of my inner life is written in symbols. A hawk circles above the fields near my house, and every time I see it something deep stirs… a reminder of vigilance, focus, higher vision. I could say it’s just a bird, but that...

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October 21, 2025

Graveyard reflections and the illuminal library

I stumbled upon this delicious gothic prompt in my Tarot group: “The card most likely to wander in the graveyard at midnight.” It was meant in good fun, but the question caught my imagination. I couldn’t narrow it down to just one. Death seemed obvious; after all, the graveyard is...

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October 20, 2025

Whatever You Think or Feel, the Universe Says Yes – Part V

Part V is the last installment of this series. The series IntroductionPart I – The Attitude That Precedes YouPart II – The Scientific Frame: Unus MundusPart III – We Are Strange AttractorsPart IV – The Dark SidePart V – Practical Kairomancy: Working with the Yes Practical Kairomancy: Working with the Yes So here we...

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October 18, 2025

So there appears to be a question I’ve been avoiding…

A message has been coming through all week. In my reflection sessions, through the cards, in the quiet spaces between tasks, and it’s this: There’s a question I’ve been avoiding asking myself. I’ve known it was there. You always do. It’s the question that sits just outside your direct gaze,...

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October 17, 2025

Whatever You Think or Feel, the Universe Says Yes – Part IV

The series IntroductionPart I – The Attitude That Precedes YouPart II – The Scientific Frame: Unus MundusPart III – We Are Strange AttractorsPart IV – The Dark SidePart V – Practical Kairomancy: Working with the Yes The Dark Side We need to talk about what happens when you get this wrong. Or worse, when...

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October 15, 2025

Whatever You Think or Feel, the Universe Says Yes – Part III

The series IntroductionPart I – The Attitude That Precedes YouPart II – The Scientific Frame: Unus MundusPart III – We Are Strange AttractorsPart IV – The Dark SidePart V – Practical Kairomancy: Working with the Yes We Are Strange Attractors Ralph Waldo Emerson, writing in 1876, didn’t have quantum mechanics or Jung’s psychology to...

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