Soulcruzer

March 9, 2025

Geranium: The Scent of Balance and Renewal

Sunday mornings are made for slow rituals. The scent drifts through the room in delicate waves, curling into the corners, wrapping around the edges of the morning like a soft shawl. Geranium—earthy, floral, steady—fills the air, lingering just enough to be noticed but never overwhelming. It blends with the rich...

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March 8, 2025

Why Don’t the Dead Speak?

We’ve been waiting. For centuries, we’ve held séances, whispered into mirrors, and left tape recorders running in empty rooms. We’ve built entire religions around the promise that death is not the end, that something lingers beyond the veil, that the dead—our dead—might return with secrets in their mouths. And yet,...

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March 7, 2025

Re-Visioning Psychology Notes

James Hillman’s Re-Visioning Psychology is a wild, imaginative shake-up of modern psychology’s obsession with rationality, behavior, and biological determinism. Instead of reducing human experience to neurons and conditioning, Hillman pushes for a radical shift—one that puts imagination, symbols, dreams, myths, and fantasies at the core of what it means to...

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March 7, 2025

Return of the King (archetype)

In this episode, I explore the King archetype as revealed through my mythic-expressive writing practice, highlighting my realization of needing to reclaim inner leadership. I discuss reframing internal adversaries as constructive opponents and the empowering role of mythic imagination. Join me as I reconnect with the fragments of my psyche...

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March 7, 2025

hail to the king

today’s vibe is acknowledging the king archetype… the King archetype isn’t about crowns or thrones—it’s about sovereignty of the psyche, a centered power rooted deep in the soil of soul. to embody the King is to rule your inner kingdom with clarity, to uphold cosmic order against chaos, and to...

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March 6, 2025

Good Day to Die Reflection

Yesterday, I had a conversation with a friend about the unrelenting passage of time and how, as we age, we often perceive ourselves as running out of time, a sentiment that is actually true. The conversation reminded me of the saying, “Today is a good day to die.” This phrase...

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March 5, 2025

update

Alright, I have to make some changes. The current WordPress theme doesn’t support the learning academy I’m building. I’m going in hot, so expect a few glitches and oddities over the next few days. All of the content will still be here; just the design will be in flux. In...

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March 4, 2025

Neural Alchemy: The Art of Self-Remixing

We’ve been sold a lie about change. They tell us it’s effort, discipline, a slow climb toward “betterment.” They frame transformation as incremental self-improvement, as though the mind were a machine that needs regular maintenance, tightening bolts, fine-tuning gears. But this metaphor is outdated, a relic of industrial logic imposed...

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March 4, 2025

Invocation of Sophia, the Eternal Wisdom

View this post on Instagram A post shared by Clay Lowe (@soulcruzer) I’m invoking, Sophia, the Goddess of Wisdom, as my guide today… May her light cut through the fog of uncertainty. May her voice whisper clarity into the noise of the world. May her presence guide our steps as...

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March 3, 2025

If you want to improve yourself, get rid of yourself first

Christopher Hyatt’s statement—“IF YOU WANT TO IMPROVE YOURSELF GET RID OF YOURSELF FIRST”—carries the raw, confrontational energy of radical transformation. At first glance, it seems paradoxical: how can self-improvement begin with self-erasure? But Hyatt, isn’t speaking in riddles—he’s pointing to something fundamental about identity, limitation, and personal power. The Illusion...

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March 1, 2025

these are precarious times

these are precarious times, my friend. the air hums with static, thick with fear and uncertainty. the old systems groan under their own weight, clinging to power with trembling hands. this primative planet, soaked in superstition, programmed by ancient scripts, staggers forwardblind to its own potential. but darkness is not...

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February 27, 2025

Christopher Hyatt Unfiltered: A Journey into Power, Control, and the Mind

Christopher S. Hyatt was never one for pleasantries. In this unedited interview, we get Hyatt raw—opinionated, cynical, brilliant, and utterly unwilling to sugarcoat his worldview. It’s a rare artifact of a man who positioned himself at the crossroads of psychology, magick, and extreme individualism. This conversation is less an interview...

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February 26, 2025

society hates the price of its own progress

There’s a pattern that repeats itself throughout history: society craves innovation, yet when it arrives, we recoil from its consequences. We want progress—until we see the price tag. I’ve been thinking about this a lot in the context of generative AI, particularly large language models like ChatGPT. The sheer amount...

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February 24, 2025

staring into the eye of the Buddha

There are moments that don’t fit neatly into language. Experiences that slip through the cracks of meaning, resisting all attempts to pin them down. I had one of those moments recently—a moment that stretched me between everything and nothing, like standing at the edge of an infinite precipice, staring into...

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February 22, 2025

saving the soul of mankind

Terence McKenna once said, “The artist’s task is to save the soul of mankind.” A bold claim, maybe even grandiose, but is it true? And if so, how does an artist—whether a writer, painter, musician, or digital creator—actually go about saving something as vast and abstract as the soul of...

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February 21, 2025

The Subconscious as a Playground

Most people think of the subconscious as a hidden, unknowable force—but what if, instead of treating it like a locked vault, you saw it as a playground? In this episode, we explore how the subconscious isn’t just passively storing memories and instincts—it’s actively shaping your reality. The key to transformation isn’t...

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February 21, 2025

it’s never for nothing

Sometimes, no matter how hard we try, no matter how much effort we pour into something, it can still slip through our fingers—lost to time, to circumstance, to forces beyond our control. And that can feel like a cruel joke, like all that struggle was for nothing. But here’s the...

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February 20, 2025

Awakening the Daimon: A Guide to Inner Power

There’s an ancient presence that’s been calling to you for as long as you can remember. It’s not a god, not a muse, not a guardian angel, yet it carries whispers of all three. The Greeks called it the daimon, the Romans named it genius, and throughout history, mystics, poets,...

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February 19, 2025

The Existential Chaos Magician

Seeing Through the Illusion There comes a moment of clarity, a crack in the illusion if you will, where everything you’ve been taught about life, society, and meaning suddenly seems arbitrary. The rules, the expectations, the moral codes, the very structure of reality as dictated by authority—it’s all a game,...

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