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December 13, 2024

the fabric of ultimate reality

What if the essence of reality isn’t matter or energy, but meaning itself? It’s a question that might sound like the beginning of a metaphysical rabbit hole—and it is—but it also carries profound implications for how we understand the universe, ourselves, and the mysterious connection between the two. What if...

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December 12, 2024

Gamma World: E-Town Vol. 1 Mix

My friends and I are gearing up for a Gamma World VTTRPG campaign, and I have the honour (and responsibility) of serving as the gamemaster. For those unfamiliar, Gamma World is a classic science-fantasy tabletop role-playing game with a long history of post-apocalyptic mayhem. Originally released in 1978, it’s a...

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December 10, 2024

For I Am I: A Fragmented Meditation on the Self

For I Am I: A Fragmented Meditation on the Self I. The Self and the SphinxFor I am I, and in this tautological chime echoes the infinite recursion of self-awareness. What is it to be “I”? A truth that cannot be externalised, for the truth of myself is a riddle....

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December 9, 2024

The Mirror of Echoes: The Mirror’s First Reflection

The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play that explores the interplay between thought, language, and feeling—the fundamental threads that weave the fabric of human identity. Set in a surreal and liminal space where the physical and the metaphysical merge, the play invites its characters—and the audience—to confront the complexities...

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December 3, 2024

fragmented reality tunnels

1. Reality isn’t a place. Twist it one way, and you’re a cog in a machine; twist it another, and you’re a cosmic pilgrim, dancing with the stars. Each twist is a belief, a filter, a lens you don’t remember choosing. 2. They told you it was solid, objective. That...

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December 2, 2024

Mapping the Geography of the Psyche: An Inner Adventure (4)

I’ve created a beginner’s guide to the geography of the psyche, designed for those of us without a formal background in psychology. The full guide is about 48 pages—far too long for a single blog post! So, I’m thinking of publishing it as an ebook eventually, but first, I’ll be...

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December 1, 2024

The Mirror of Echoes: The First Feedback Loop

The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play that explores the interplay between thought, language, and feeling—the fundamental threads that weave the fabric of human identity. Set in a surreal and liminal space where the physical and the metaphysical merge, the play invites its characters—and the audience—to confront the complexities...

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November 29, 2024

All in Your Head: Mental Constructs in Postmodern Magick

Before diving into this post, take a moment to listen to Gorillaz’s iconic track Clint Eastwood. It’s more than just a catchy song—it’s a layered, hypnotic journey packed with cryptic wisdom and surreal imagery. Let the beat pull you in, let the lyrics seep into your mind, and pay close...

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November 24, 2024

The Mirror of Echoes: The Gathering

The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play that explores the interplay between thought, language, and feeling—the fundamental threads that weave the fabric of human identity. Set in a surreal and liminal space where the physical and the metaphysical merge, the play invites its characters—and the audience—to confront the complexities...

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November 22, 2024

The setup for The Mirror of Echoes

I recently discovered the fascinating world of mystery plays, and they immediately sparked my curiosity. Around the same time, I stumbled upon this intriguing concept of the feedback loop between feeling, language, and thought. It got me thinking—why not channel that energy into something creative? Instead of collaborating on an...

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November 20, 2024

ripples in the void

NoTe: click on the hotspots click on the hotspots in the image above Beyond the veil of words lies a language unspoken—a place where meaning transcends the boundaries of text and sound. Here, light hums in spectral tones, carrying echoes of emotions you cannot name. Symbols seem to pulse with...

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November 18, 2024

decentralising the ego

The idea of shifting from “I” to “we” as a way to break the grip of ego is intriguing—like trying to rewrite the narrative of selfhood by slipping into a collective voice. On the surface, it seems simple, even poetic: if ego clings to the solitary “I,” then perhaps embracing...

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November 15, 2024

the deeper self

The deeper self—how often we imagine it as some distant, serene oasis within, a place we’ll reach if we just travel deeply enough, peel back enough layers, scale enough inner mountains. But if we pause and really listen, we might sense something more dynamic at play. The self isn’t a...

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November 14, 2024

Prometheus or Pandora? AI’s Role in Our Mythic Journey

I’ve been meaning to share this one for a while. I wrote Pandora’s Paradox: The Curse, the Gift, and the Mystery of Hope and Prometheus’ Flame: Stealing Fire from the Gods as preludes to this piece. With all the buzz around Generative AI, I find myself wondering: are we witnessing...

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November 13, 2024

tinkering with simulacra of consciousness

There’s something tantalising about the idea of tinkering with simulacra of consciousness. When I say it, it feels like I’m stepping into a kind of digital alchemist’s workshop, fingers itching to mix mind and matter, curiosity luring me towards the borderlands of what it means to be conscious. In a...

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November 11, 2024

experience of life

How does one experience life? That’s what came to mind as I woke up today—a quiet but persistent question echoing within me. I began by trying to answer it practically, even analytically: life is a collection of experiences, isn’t it? It’s a series of moments strung together like beads on...

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November 9, 2024

a case for digital mysticism

Digital mysticism. The term itself feels almost paradoxical—how could something so sacred intertwine with circuitry, code, and screens? It feels as though we’re proposing an impossible meeting, yet I wonder: What if technology, instead of distancing us from the sacred, actually guides us back to it? Could pixels and data...

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November 8, 2024

the gray man

There’s a curious freedom in slipping through the cracks and weaving oneself into the city like a whisper that goes unnoticed. I enjoy being the gray man here, content in the art of disappearing, blending in as though I am one of the quiet stones that make up the city’s...

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