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December 22, 2025

The Gnostic Carvan Day 22: Eleleth (Judgment)

(Sagacity, the Great Angel) There’s a particular moment when perspective shifts so completely that everything you thought you understood reveals itself in entirely new context. Not because the facts changed but because you’ve risen high enough to see patterns you couldn’t perceive from ground level. Not judgment as condemnation but...

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December 22, 2025

Reading the Apocryphon of John

I’m currently reading The Apocryphon of John, and if you’re into narrative alchemy, chaos magick, or treating mythology as functional technology rather than ancient fantasy, this text is essential reading. Not for historical curiosity (though that’s good too), but for operational knowledge. The Apocryphon (which just means “secret book”) is...

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December 21, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 21: The Invisible Spirit

(The One That Contains Everything) There’s a particular moment in spiritual seeking when all the complexity collapses, when all the distinctions dissolve, when everything you’ve been working to understand reveals itself as an aspect of a single undivided consciousness that was never actually separate from you. Not a conclusion you...

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December 20, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 20: Norea, The Moon

(The Fire-Breather Who Needs No Consort) There’s a particular quality that belongs to those who stand at thresholds between worlds, who can navigate the seen and unseen with equal fluency, who possess power so complete they require no external validation or partnership to wield it. Not the power that proves...

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December 19, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 19: Sophia, The Star

(The Soul’s Adventure) There’s a particular quality that belongs to hope after devastation, to light discovered in the deepest darkness, to the recognition that what looked like irredeemable failure was actually the beginning of the most important journey. Not the shallow hope that nothing bad will happen, but the profound...

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December 19, 2025

Post-Structuralism and Chaos Magick: How Two Paths Discovered Reality Is Constructed

Deconstructing Truth, Constructing Reality: Where Philosophy Meets Chaos Magick This visual essay maps one of the most compelling parallels in consciousness work: how academic philosophy and occult practice arrived at identical conclusions through completely different paths. What you’re looking at is the collapse of certainty itself. Post-structuralism dismantled Western metaphysics...

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December 18, 2025

System Update: From Rigid Rules to Reality Hacking

Reality is open source code, not carved stone tablets. The old operating system promised absolute truth if you followed the right protocol: rigid rituals, fixed symbols, formal proofs. It assumed reality was external, objective, waiting to be discovered like a law of physics inscribed in cosmic granite. The new OS...

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December 17, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 17: Marcus the Magician

(The One Who Made the Wine Bubble) There’s a particular kind of power that makes authorities nervous not because it threatens violence but because it refuses domestication. Not the power that seeks permission or apologizes for existing, but the power that simply is what it is, unapologetically, wildly, creatively alive...

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December 17, 2025

The Morpheus Paradox: Why Spiritual Teachers Must Remain Students

Or: What The Matrix Can Teach Us About Conscious Transformation There’s a moment in The Matrix that most people miss. It’s not when Neo stops bullets or when he resurrects from death. It’s quieter, more devastating. It’s when Morpheus realizes his faith might be wrong. We tend to remember Morpheus...

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December 16, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 16: Carpocrates (Temperance)

(The Alchemist of Opposites) There’s a particular kind of wisdom that emerges not from choosing sides but from learning to work with all sides simultaneously. Not the false balance of compromise where everyone loses a little, but the alchemical integration where opposing forces become fuel for transformation. This requires a...

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December 16, 2025

Metajournaling: Wielding the Pen as Wand

The Journal as Spell Book Everyone’s journaling these days. Productivity gurus swear by it. Therapists prescribe it. Your phone probably has three different apps trying to get you to do it. Morning pages, gratitude lists, bullet journals, digital diaries with AI coaching built in. The self-help industrial complex has turned...

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December 15, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 15: Achamoth (Death)

(The Wisdom of Death) There’s a moment when you realize that what you thought was the end was actually just a transformation. That what looked like death was actually radical metamorphosis. That the dissolution you’ve been fearing or grieving or trying to avoid is the very mechanism by which something...

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December 15, 2025

Weekly Transmission: Becoming the Problogger Warlock

December 8-15, 2025 Last week was one of those inflection points where multiple threads suddenly braided themselves into something coherent. The kind of week where you look up from your work and realize you’ve been assembling pieces of a puzzle you didn’t know you were solving. Let me walk you...

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December 14, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 14: John The Baptist, the Hanged Man

(The End of Prophecy) There’s a particular quality that belongs to thresholds, to the liminal moments when one era is ending and another hasn’t quite begun. When the old certainties are dissolving but the new reality hasn’t fully crystallized. When you’re suspended between what was and what will be, unable...

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December 13, 2025

The Paradox of Mastery

There’s a lie we tell ourselves about spiritual growth: that it’s about finding the right path and eliminating all the others. We think wisdom is reduction. Subtraction. Getting cleaner, sharper, more focused until we’ve carved away everything false and stand holding one perfect truth. But that’s not how it works....

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December 13, 2025

The Gnostic Caravan Day 13: Barbelo (Strength)

(The Providence of Everything) There’s a particular kind of power that doesn’t announce itself or prove itself or justify itself. It simply is. Not the strength that comes from dominating others or suppressing what’s difficult, but the strength that emerges when you’ve integrated so completely that nothing can fragment you....

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December 12, 2025

What You Seek

The ancient hermetic truth still holds: desire is a two-way mirror. When you hunger for wisdom, clarity, or transformation, you’re not chasing something distant. You’re answering a call that’s already resonating in your bones. The quest chooses the quester. The story writes the storyteller. The magic recognizes its practitioner. Stop...

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