Soulcruzer

October 29, 2008

high heels

I have a burning question I need to know the answer to… At work today, I watched a woman struggle to walk across the company courtyard.  She was wearing high heels.  It snowed last night and the ground was wet, and there was  patches of ice here and there.  Now...

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October 26, 2008

love’s rebuttal

By Arthur Schopenhauer Love interrupts at every hour the most serious occupations, and sometimes perplexes for a while even the greatest minds.  It does not hesitate to interfere with the negotiations of statesmen and the investigations of the learned.  It knows how to slip its love-notes and ringlets even into...

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October 21, 2008

love is dead

So love is dead.  I overheard a 16 year old girl talking with her friends and she said: “I’ve seen to many people get their hearts broken thinking they were with the one.  I am beginning to believe there isn’t such a thing.  I don’t want to get involved.”

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October 18, 2008

what happened to the birds?

Some times I stress myself out for no good reason at all.  I forget the prophetic words of wisdom of Mr Marley: Dont worry about a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin: dont worry about a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right! Rise...

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October 13, 2008

it’s the question that’s keeping me up all night

This story has fallen into my hands courteous of Paulo Coelho from his blog.  I know he won’t mind me posting it here because he ends all his blog posts with: Welcome to Share with Friends – Free Texts for a Free Internet And he is, in fact, giving a...

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October 11, 2008

i turn the page

depressed, the headlines have me sinking in despair, is there no way out, i am stressed i turn the page wall street took another blow the dow hit a five year low icelandic boss, shakes his head says coolly, sorry for the billion dollar loss i turn the page i’m...

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October 9, 2008

the early years

born Beth Israel Hospital, play time, almost lose my eye, eat sand, father away on a ship, man shot in front of me bleeding stripped to his underwear, orgies, broken plates, dead bird caused by my hand, big park, Pablo, monkey man,  lemon cream cookie thief, books = friends, army...

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October 8, 2008

lost craving

I lost the craving for my dad’s favor I can stop misbehaving I know he’s not my savior

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October 7, 2008

drop out and snuggle

good faith is hidden in the fear of a country girl in short black dress and sultry eyes she sips cherry coke and smiles people fear me she says but I am just living life the way I think I should live drop out and snuggle with me and we...

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October 1, 2008

i want

I want God I want poetry I want real danger I want freedom I want goodness I want sin I want love I want hate I want passion I want tears I want joy I want pain. In short, I want it all or nothing at all.

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September 29, 2008

my Gucci underwear

I want to impress my girl with my new Gucci underwear. I race to the bedroom and get undressed before she makes it to the top of the stairs.  She spends a half an hour in the bathroom.  If it were any other night, I would be asleep by now. ...

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September 27, 2008

i had to let her go

She smells like onions. It turns me on. I can tell by the way she walks that she has been walking through her daddy’s fields. I had to build up the courage to ask her out. We dated for about a month. Then one day she came over to my...

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September 26, 2008

song meme

A good friend of mine, Tim Clague, tagged me with the song meme.  I don’t usually do the memes, but Tim is like a demi-god so I thought I’d better do it or face his god like vengeance.  Anyway here are the instructions: Find a song that sums up what...

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September 25, 2008

found my head

I had a spell of enlightenment.  I chased that down with a cold patch of dark madness.  I found my head again, but now I am fighting boredom.  I want peace, love, and harmony on the one hand; and on the other, I want beer, battle, and bitches.  I keep...

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September 24, 2008

young and free

She is young.  She is single.  She has no ties.  She could up and leave at a moments notice.  She could travel the world if she wanted to.  Every day she sits in the same coffee house, at the same time, drinking the same drink, wearing the same dark blue...

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September 22, 2008

josephine

I met a girl named Josephine today.  She reminded me of the old army cadence we used to sing about a girl named Josephine and it went something like this: Hey Hey Josephine How do you do Do you remember me baby Like I remember you We used to meet...

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September 20, 2008

friendships come and go

I heard the door close on three good friendships this week. As I listened to their footsteps stagger down the street, I paused to reflect as to why.  Friendships, it seems to me, tend to gently drift apart over the course of time.  Unless, of course, the friendship ends because...

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September 19, 2008

under her wheels

her legs are long her heart is black listening to her cradle song is a natural aphrodisiac into her arms i fly her cherry bosoms bloom a dazed alumni of her secret room i’m under her wheels now praying for time to end if only god would allow her to...

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