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February 14, 2025

Change Magick – Episode 2: Belief as a Tool

Episode Summary:What if belief wasn’t something you had to “find” or “wait for”—but something you could shape, install, and wield? In this episode, we explore one of the foundational principles of Change Magick: belief as a tool.

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February 12, 2025

thoughts on Liber Null & Psychonaut

Soulcruzer Podcast: Show Notes Episode Overview Welcome to another episode of Soulcruzer. Today, I’m recording from an unlikely spot—the Premier Inn at Heathrow Airport. Finding a quiet place has been a challenge, with fans humming in the room and planes roaring overhead every few minutes. But that’s just part of...

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February 11, 2025

on craft, care, and the art of restoration

There’s something almost monastic about this mechanic’s workshop. The tools arranged like sacred relics, the quiet rituals of tuning an engine, the slow work of bringing something worn and rusted back to life. To an outsider, it might look like simple labour—just a man fixing bikes. But to those who...

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February 10, 2025

discursive meditation as a tool for deep thinking

reclaiming the lost art of deep thought When was the last time you truly sat with an idea—let it breathe, let it unravel, let it lead you somewhere unexpected? Not just skimming the surface, not just forming a quick opinion before moving on, but actually dwelling inside the thought, following...

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February 10, 2025

the art of the ARG

blurring the lines between game and reality Imagine waking up one morning to an email that shouldn’t exist. A cryptic message from a character you’ve never met, hinting at a secret society, a hidden mystery, or an unfolding conspiracy. Or maybe a symbol appears in a public park—a riddle carved...

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February 9, 2025

a small messenger of memento mori

This morning, I stepped outside—not to get anywhere, but to clear the cobwebs from my mind. A simple walk, a quiet dérive, untangling thoughts spun from a day of circling my own house, my own head. It’s easy to drift away from the core of who we are. To become...

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February 8, 2025

bending reality

There was a moment, years ago, when I first questioned the solidity of reality. It wasn’t a grand revelation, not some hallucinatory break where the walls dissolved into cascading green code—but something smaller, quieter, like a glitch at the edge of perception. I was walking home late at night, the...

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February 7, 2025

Change Magick – Episode 1: An Invitation to Transformation

Change is inevitable. The question is—do you resist it, or do you wield it? Welcome to the first episode of Change Magick, my new micropodcast exploring the art of transformation and personal power. This is not just a podcast—it’s a space for experimentation, a signal for those ready to step...

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February 6, 2025

a micropodcast on personal power and transformation

Change Magick Change is inevitable. The question is—do you resist it, or do you wield it? At the tail end of last year, I started working on a framework for personal power and transformation, which I called Change Magick. It fuses Chaos Magick, Jungian psychology, Neuro-Linguistic Programming, and postmodern philosophy....

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February 5, 2025

ReSeeding

Wow! These photos from photographer Susan Kaufer Carey are stunning! Check out her full photo essay in the Edge of Humanity Magazine Likes https://edgeofhumanity.com/2025/02/04/reseeding/.

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February 5, 2025

writing advice from André Breton

André Breton’s Manifesto of Surrealism remains a rallying cry for writers willing to break free from the rigid structures of thought and let language flow untamed. His approach—writing in a near-trance, embracing the spontaneous, refusing to edit—challenges the way we often think about storytelling. What if writing wasn’t about control...

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February 3, 2025

tsundoku: the art of unread books

Leave it to the Japanese to have a word that perfectly describes my book obsession. Tsundoku—the quiet, beautiful accumulation of books, stacked high with the best of intentions yet left unread. It is not hoarding, not neglect, but something softer, something more reverent. Each unread book is a possibility, a...

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February 2, 2025

you are way, way better than you think

I came across a simple yet powerful idea from Lenny’s latest podcast where he interviews Shopify’s CEO, Tobi Lũtke: You are way, way better than you think. It’s the kind of phrase that lands differently depending on where you are in your life. Read it on the right day, and...

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February 2, 2025

the social web is the web

I’m right there with Dave on this. Support for links is the basic requirement of the web, the same way we say feeds are required to be a podcast. If you don’t support links not only aren’t you the web, you’re anti-web. In reply to https://oursocialweb.org/. building the web like we...

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February 1, 2025

terminator: dark fate

can we ever escape our destiny? I’ll admit it—when Terminator: Dark Fate popped up in my Netflix feed, my first reaction was a weary sigh. Another Terminator movie? How many times are we going to bend the space-time continuum just to bring back Arnold Schwarzenegger and Linda Hamilton? Haven’t we...

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February 1, 2025

sacrifice is a currency we all trade in

A Reflection on Brown Girls Do It Too It started as a digital dérive, one of those random, serendipitous wanderings across the vast sprawl of the internet. I wasn’t looking for anything in particular—just letting the current take me where it would. And that’s how I stumbled upon Brown Girls...

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January 31, 2025

mechanic resurrection falls flat for me

I thought I’d start my weekend off watching Mechanic: Resurrection. I’m always down for a Jason Statham movie. I’m a big fan of the original Mechanic starring Charles Bronson, and I thought they did a decent job with the remake in 2011 with Statham. Amazon Prime has it rated at...

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January 31, 2025

thinking at the edge

a meditation on fringe philosophy There are moments when thought feels like it’s pressing against the edges of something vast—something unspeakable, unknowable. A crack in the world, a slippage in the code. You sense that if you just push a little further, if you let go of the need for...

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January 31, 2025

Brass Against cover of wake up, ft. Sophia Urista

This Brass Against cover of Wake Up is absolutely fire. The brass section adds this raw, cinematic weight to the track, and Sophia Urista’s vocals carry that same furious energy that Zack de la Rocha infused into the original. It’s like a rallying cry that blends jazz-infused militancy with Rage’s...

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