my digital garden is a space for collecting imperfect notes, essays, posts, and poems, and a place where ideas can grow slowly over time.
notes
loose notes on things that have caught my attention
seeing the world through the lens of myth and symbolic storytelling
I’ve been dipping in and out of Stephen Larsen’s book, The Mythic Imagination: The Quest for Meaning Through Personal Mythology for a while now. It’s become an ongoing companion that keeps nudging me to explore how I exercise my own mythic imagination. I find myself tapping into this deeper way of seeing whenever I’m walking in the woods or doing one of my shamanic journeys. There’s something about being in those spaces, surrounded by nature or in the stillness of inner exploration, where myth and symbol come alive for me. It’s as if they rise up from the earth or
metamodernism may offer a way forward for me
Metamodernism seems like an interesting space to play in. I came across the term a while back when I was exploring postmodernism, and I asked the question what comes after postmodernism. I didn’t go any further than asking the question. But now metamodernism has resurfaced and has my attention. What it is: Metamodernism is an intriguing concept that seeks to describe the cultural landscape we’re living in—a world that’s not quite postmodern but something beyond it. It’s a reaction to the jaded scepticism and irony of postmodernism, while also recognising that modernist idealism, with its rigid structures and belief in
Former power and glory
Something that struck me as interesting is the fact that the Christian church used to wield so much power. I’m looking at this 12th century church and thinking that once upon a time, tomorrow, Sunday, this church would have been packed. Everyone in this village would have attended the service and people would have noticed if you weren’t at the there. Fast forward to tomorrow and I suspect if I were to step into this same church, there would be hardly anyone here. This contrast made me reflect on the immense influence Christianity once had—not just on the people, but
Supporting My Creative Work – New Ways to Contribute
Hey, friends! If you’ve been enjoying my posts, I’ve got something new to share with you. I’ve added a dedicated Support page to the blog, offering a few easy ways to show your appreciation. Whether you want to buy me a virtual coffee via Ko-Fi, send a Bitcoin tip, or use PayPal, you can now choose the option that works best for you. Your support, whether through kind words, sharing the blog with others, or even a small donation, means the world to me. It helps keep this space ad-free and allows me to focus on bringing you more content
are we living in the future that cyberpunk warned us about?
I think it’s a compelling question… At first glance, according to Juniper, the answer seems like an obvious “yes.” Our world feels like it’s been plucked from the pages of Neuromancer, with its omnipresent technology, fractured power structures, and a pervasive sense of surveillance. Yet, I don’t think it’s a direct mapping of the dystopia they projected. It feels like the vision has evolved, subtly blending cyberpunk’s dark edges with the mainstream. In classic cyberpunk, technology is often portrayed as a double-edged sword—liberating in some ways but soul-crushing in others. Think of Blade Runner’s dark cityscapes, where towering corporations loom
the art of living
“The master in the art of living makes little distinction between his work and his play, his labour and his leisure, his mind and his body, his education and his recreation, his love and his religion. He hardly knows which is which. He simply pursues his vision of excellence at whatever he does, leaving others to decide whether he is working or playing. To him, he is always doing both.” This quote has been attributed to several different sources, so I’ll leave it to the internet to sort out. For me, it has been the Golden Barge I’ve been chasing
journal
updates on things i’m thinking, feeling, seeing, or hearing about
I’m facing a tough question
Here’s a tough question that’s come my way: Where in my life am I avoiding the truth or sidestepping something important? As I ask that, I can see a list of things I’m avoiding and the importance of those things. My reaction is another question: Am I ready to tackle them? I’ve always questioned myself about whether I’m avoiding the truth. When I look at those things, I think I could take them on, but I feel like they would hold me back, leading to navel-gazing and grinding to a halt. I’ve always had this action-oriented mentality. Everybody has problems;
true strength lies within
As I look at this card, I’m reminded of the importance of returning to my inner strength. It’s not about shutting out the external world, but about not spending my energy seeking other people’s opinions, thoughts, or ways of doing things. For me, this card is a reminder that true strength lies within. It calls me to spend time with myself, with spirit, and to focus on my own journey instead of getting distracted by how others are living, thinking, or progressing. By focussing on my path, I can naturally become a light and inspiration to others. This is what
existential tension
me: I’m coming to the journal in an odd, hyper-focused space while simultaneously staring down into the pit of despair. I clearly see the absurdity of my actions and all that I’ve worked on today. What’s frustrating is that it’s where I want to play, but I fear that the state of the world is overcommoditised, with people groomed into perfect little consumption automatons in a world built around money. They say money makes the world go around, and that certainly is true on a real level. My frustration is that I know I have to play the game one
reshuffling the deck
Note: I’ve decided I want to use this space to create a digital garden (more on this later). For now, I just want to put it out there that I’m reclaiming this space for that purpose, which means there will be some design changes happening over the coming days and weeks. The work I’m doing will continue, it’s just that I want to reclaim the power of this space and take back control from the insidious forces of conformity who have convinced us that all blogs need to look and function the same, which actually takes away the potential power
posts
longform blog posts exploring an idea or concept
How do you reduce the interference of fear and ego?
In this episode, I share my answer to the question I’ve been wrestling with: how do you reduce the interference of fear and ego? Fear and ego often show up as these trickster forces that keep us trapped in outdated stories about who we are and what’s possible. I found a few things you can do to shift your relationship with fear and ego that will help you balance and embrace them. Discover more from soulcruzer Subscribe to get the latest posts sent to your email. Type your email… Subscribe
If you want to express yourself authentically, start blogging
In this episode, I unpack my thoughts about blogging for self-expression and self-discovery, digging into my journey to reclaim creativity in the chaotic noise of social media. I also share some raw insights about working with the Light Seers Tarot Deck, especially how the King of Wands, King of Swords, Queen of Swords, and Knight of Swords have stepped in as my guides. Tune in as I explore the balance between leadership, creativity, and building authentic online spaces. Oh, and long live the blogroll!! Discover more from soulcruzer Subscribe to get the latest posts sent to your email. Type your email…
are you a “punk,” indie, blogger, podcaster, or creative? this one is for you…
In this episode Are you a free spirit, tech rebel, or modern-day savage who refuses to fit the mould? I’m leading a guerrilla movement to bring back the rawness of early blogging, before the algorithms and ad deals took over—when the web was wild, free, and fuelled by self-expression. This is where we unplug from the Matrix and reconnect with what really matters: our inner worlds, genuine connections, and the thrill of being alive. Join me, a recovering punk blogger, as I explore the intersections of personal journaling, travel writing, philosophy, and digital rebellion. It’s all about chasing adventure, history,
Empowerment and Abundance
I’ve been feeling the need to formally acknowledge how tarot cards have played a role in my self-development and personal growth. But before diving into that, it’s worth taking a moment to explore the concept of synchronicity—a term coined by Carl Jung—and how it intertwines with the tarot. Carl Jung, the Swiss psychiatrist and psychoanalyst, described synchronicity as those moments of meaningful coincidence that seem to defy the laws of probability. These instances arise when inner and outer realities converge in a way that feels profoundly significant, yet they elude explanation through direct cause and effect. Jung believed these events
Digital Calm #45: Synchronicity
After a long hiatus, the Digital Calm podcast is back! I’m excited to share an episode that feels like a deep breath for the soul. I’ve been on a journey through some incredible tracks that have this uncanny ability to slow down time and offer a gentle escape from the rush of everyday life. Let’s start with Morcheeba’s “Slow Down,” a perfect invitation to ease into the moment. There’s something about those mellow grooves that just makes you want to sink into your chair and let go. Following that, The Herbaliser’s “The Sensual Woman” brings in a bit of a
Ashtavakra: The Sage of Uncompromising Wisdom
When we think of sages and seers, we often imagine serene figures, bathed in a soft glow of otherworldly wisdom, spouting calm aphorisms under the shade of a bodhi tree. But Ashtavakra defies that image in the most unexpected way. His story, both in its origin and its teachings, is one of profound defiance—of the body, of the mind, and of the very fabric of conventional spirituality. Ashtavakra, whose name literally means “eight bends,” was born with a body twisted in eight places, a physical manifestation of the harsh reality he was thrust into even before birth. His deformity, a
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In this episode, I share my answer to the question I’ve been wrestling with: how do you reduce the interference of fear and ego? Fear and ego often show up as these trickster forces that keep us trapped in outdated stories about who we are and what’s possible. I found a few things you can do to shift your relationship with fear and ego that will help you balance and embrace them.
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