April 2021

April 29, 2021

feeling a little lighter

I’m feeling a little lighter today. Maybe because it’s Thursday and the work week is coming to a close. Or maybe it’s because I’m lifting heavy weights again after a year off because of the pandemic. Doesn’t matter. What matters had a good lunch session on soulcruzer on the radio,...

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April 22, 2021

the lunch sessions

Finally put out another episode of soulcruzer on the radio. I’ve been busy with my other collab streams, that I haven’t made time for my solo efforts. But, the sun was out today, and I was feeling good. So I decided to do a lunchtime stream. Some of the #1LUP...

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April 11, 2021

a walkabout leam

Finally! I went for a walkabout aimlessly through town after being lock away for 3 months in this home that has become my prison with an ever present invisible warden watching over me to make sure i don’t break any of the many rules put in place to keep us...

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April 9, 2021

better to rule in hell

Just in case you read this God, I don’t really mean that. I mean serving in Heaven has its appeal too. And one day my broken tooth will fall out and I’ll be able to eat meat again like a lion instead of gumming it to death like a toothless...

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April 9, 2021

look at me, i’m gordon gekko

Being everywhere at once is an appropriated style I adopted from the speed freaks of the Gordon Gekko generation. Everybody wants everything at once. I don’t have time, they chant. I’m busy, they say. Busy doing what? Everybody’s busy. Everybody is busy being busy. And if you’re not busy, you’re wasting time....

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April 9, 2021

when ignorance is wise

By changing the chemical and electrical activity in their large brains, they argued that as a species, they had fallen victim to evolutionary success. Others worried. They worried that besides the relentless pursuit of pleasure, they had forged sad habits and an ethos that would lead to a good life....

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April 9, 2021

existence

Existence is suffering.Existence is painExistence is timeExistence is purposeExistence is immediateExistence is perfectExistence is reasonExistence is problematicExistence is exoticExistence is mysteriousExistence is meExistence is godExistence is beautifulExistence is mindExistence is unnecessaryExistence is lameExistence is resistanceExistence is futileExistence is eternalExistence is essenceExistence is temporaryExistence is struggleExistence is everythingExistence is ironicExistence is...

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April 9, 2021

stranglehold

I cannot escape the stranglehold of words. To be able to use language like an alchemist mixing chemical concoctions that play with the mind, well now that just turns me on to no end. Words are sexy. I’ve been learning about the sentence and even though I have been writing sentences for...

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April 9, 2021

even monsters need to eat – reissue

Everybody keeps going on about returning back to normal as if we could carry on living our lives the same way before the pandemic struck. I don’t want to find my way back to normal. I was already tired of the ‘image is everything’ culture we’d been sold through the...

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April 1, 2021

my monkey mind always gets the better of me

Our journey to fully understanding our purpose and value in life — or achieving “self-mastery” — begins the second we are born. It requires a commitment to building patience, discipline and self-awareness. Master Shi Heng Yi I had to stop what I was doing and watched this video! I could feel the...

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