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December 23, 2024

these are wild secular times

These are wild secular times. It’s like we’re living in the disenchanted ruins of a world that forgot it used to believe in magic. Once, myths shaped the edges of our maps and infused the spaces between stars with gods and monsters. Now, we’ve GPS’d the mystery out of existence....

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December 21, 2024

a musical journey with Blue Öyster Cult (BÖC)

Blue Öyster Cult (BÖC) is one of those bands that straddles the line between rock, mysticism, and outright cosmic weirdness, creating a legacy that feels both timeless and delightfully out of this world. If you’ve ever heard “Don’t Fear the Reaper” wafting from a car stereo on a foggy night...

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December 21, 2024

reality hacker

To be a reality hacker is to become an artisan of perception, an agent of transformation who sees the world not as it is but as it could be. Reality hacking, as a concept, is not about breaking systems for malicious intent but about reprogramming the lens through which we...

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December 19, 2024

Change Magick: A Modern Framework for Personal Mastery

Editor’s Note As we are about to step into 2025, I’m unveiling a framework that stands at the intersection of personal transformation and practical power cultivation. Change Magick represents my synthesis of decades of exploration into human potential, combining insights from chaos magic, depth psychology, neuroscience, and postmodern philosophy. This...

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December 17, 2024

The Trickster’s Leap

Welcome, wanderer. You’ve stumbled upon something… different. A game, a journey, a dance with chaos itself. The Game:A riddle awaits. Solve it, and you’ll unlock the first step—a portal into The Trickster’s Leap. Each card in this game holds a task, an experiment, or a dare to step beyond the...

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December 16, 2024

The Mirror of Echoes: The Invitation to the Audience

The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play that explores the interplay between thought, language, and feeling—the fundamental threads that weave the fabric of human identity. Set in a surreal and liminal space where the physical and the metaphysical merge, the play invites its characters—and the audience—to confront the complexities...

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December 15, 2024

holding contradictions

It’s a curious thing to feel hopeful, wistful, and intent all at once. On the surface, these emotions seem like they belong to different worlds, tugging in opposing directions. Hope, with its buoyant energy, calls me forward into possibility. Wistfulness, tender and bittersweet, lingers in the doorways of my memory,...

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December 13, 2024

the fabric of ultimate reality

What if the essence of reality isn’t matter or energy, but meaning itself? It’s a question that might sound like the beginning of a metaphysical rabbit hole—and it is—but it also carries profound implications for how we understand the universe, ourselves, and the mysterious connection between the two. What if...

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December 12, 2024

Gamma World: E-Town Vol. 1 Mix

My friends and I are gearing up for a Gamma World VTTRPG campaign, and I have the honour (and responsibility) of serving as the gamemaster. For those unfamiliar, Gamma World is a classic science-fantasy tabletop role-playing game with a long history of post-apocalyptic mayhem. Originally released in 1978, it’s a...

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December 10, 2024

For I Am I: A Fragmented Meditation on the Self

For I Am I: A Fragmented Meditation on the Self I. The Self and the SphinxFor I am I, and in this tautological chime echoes the infinite recursion of self-awareness. What is it to be “I”? A truth that cannot be externalised, for the truth of myself is a riddle....

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December 9, 2024

Notes to self on art

Art: The Comfort and the Catalyst Art, in all its forms, has this uncanny ability to meet us exactly where we are, then take us somewhere we didn’t expect to go. It comforts us when life feels like an unrelenting storm, and it shakes us awake when we’ve grown too...

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December 9, 2024

The Mirror of Echoes: The Mirror’s First Reflection

The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play that explores the interplay between thought, language, and feeling—the fundamental threads that weave the fabric of human identity. Set in a surreal and liminal space where the physical and the metaphysical merge, the play invites its characters—and the audience—to confront the complexities...

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December 3, 2024

fragmented reality tunnels

1. Reality isn’t a place. Twist it one way, and you’re a cog in a machine; twist it another, and you’re a cosmic pilgrim, dancing with the stars. Each twist is a belief, a filter, a lens you don’t remember choosing. 2. They told you it was solid, objective. That...

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December 2, 2024

Mapping the Geography of the Psyche: An Inner Adventure (4)

I’ve created a beginner’s guide to the geography of the psyche, designed for those of us without a formal background in psychology. The full guide is about 48 pages—far too long for a single blog post! So, I’m thinking of publishing it as an ebook eventually, but first, I’ll be...

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December 1, 2024

The Mirror of Echoes: The First Feedback Loop

The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play that explores the interplay between thought, language, and feeling—the fundamental threads that weave the fabric of human identity. Set in a surreal and liminal space where the physical and the metaphysical merge, the play invites its characters—and the audience—to confront the complexities...

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November 29, 2024

All in Your Head: Mental Constructs in Postmodern Magick

Before diving into this post, take a moment to listen to Gorillaz’s iconic track Clint Eastwood. It’s more than just a catchy song—it’s a layered, hypnotic journey packed with cryptic wisdom and surreal imagery. Let the beat pull you in, let the lyrics seep into your mind, and pay close...

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November 24, 2024

The Mirror of Echoes: The Gathering

The Mirror of Echoes is a mystery play that explores the interplay between thought, language, and feeling—the fundamental threads that weave the fabric of human identity. Set in a surreal and liminal space where the physical and the metaphysical merge, the play invites its characters—and the audience—to confront the complexities...

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