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The Counterfeit Currency of the Soul

November 4, 2025 No Comments

Discovering The Book of Lambspring

October 30, 2025 No Comments

The Neuroscience of Tarot: Reading the Cards Through the Brain’s Eye

October 30, 2025 1 Comment

The Infamous Masquerade: A Tarot Story Game

October 25, 2025 No Comments

This morning I kept thinking about how much …

October 24, 2025 No Comments

Graveyard reflections and the illuminal library

October 21, 2025 No Comments

Whatever You Think or Feel, the Universe Says Yes – Part V

October 20, 2025 No Comments

So there appears to be a question I’ve been avoiding…

October 18, 2025 No Comments

Whatever You Think or Feel, the Universe Says Yes – Part IV

October 17, 2025 1 Comment

Whatever You Think or Feel, the Universe Says Yes – Part III

October 15, 2025 2 Comments

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The Counterfeit Currency of the Soul

A Meditation on Borrowed Truth There’s a moment in every life, though most of us miss it, or misname it when it arrives, when the stories we’ve been told about ourselves begin to feel like borrowed clothes. Too tight in some places, too loose in others, and always, always carrying

November 4, 2025 No Comments

Living Inside the Shuffle

This post began as a simple line in my journal: Objective reality is a shuffled deck of tarot cards. I wrote it half in jest, but the phrase wouldn’t let me go. It felt like a key; one of those small, glinting thoughts that opens into a much larger room.

November 3, 2025 No Comments

Discovering The Book of Lambspring

Author’s Preface I’ve always been drawn to the borderlands, the places where philosophy turns poetic and science begins to sound like prayer. Alchemy lives in that liminal space. It was never only about furnaces and metals, but about consciousness itself: how it fractures, matures, and reunites. When I discovered The

October 30, 2025 No Comments

The Neuroscience of Tarot: Reading the Cards Through the Brain’s Eye

I’ve just finished The Neuroscience of Tarot, and it left me with more than a few sparks to play with. On the surface, it’s a book about brain science and card reading. But really, it’s a mirror held up to the way we experience the world. What struck me most

October 30, 2025 1 Comment

The Forgotten Laboratory

Before Freud had his couch or Jung his mandalas, there were monks and magi testing the chemistry of consciousness. They believed the elements of the world corresponded to the elements of the self. Lead was not just metal, but melancholy. Gold was not merely treasure, but spirit transfigured by awareness.

October 28, 2025 No Comments

The Infamous Masquerade: A Tarot Story Game

A 7-day solo journaling game of masks, secrets, and self-revelation You’ve been invited to a masquerade that exists between dreams and memory. For seven days, you’ll draw tarot cards and write immersive journal entries as a masked guest navigating a ballroom filled with mystery, whispers, and hidden truths. Each day

October 25, 2025 No Comments

about the blogger

Clay Lowe
Reality Hacker | Indie blogger: exploring the frontiers of personal power and conscious reality creation. #chaosmagick #mysticism #NLP #archetypalpsychology #art #music

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Soulcruzer

The Soulcruzer podcast…narrative alchemy in audio form. Call it an audioblog, call it threshold work, call it confessional mysticism.

One day I’m working through tarot as spiritual technology. The next, I’m exploring Nietzsche’s eternal return as lived practice, chaos magick techniques, or games as containers for transformation. Depth psychology meets the esoteric. Ancient wisdom meets the AI age. Theory becomes practice.

This is what narrative alchemy sounds like from the inside: raw, real, unpolished. Experiments in treating stories as code and consciousness as hackable.

If you’re here for the deep work and the edges, subscribe wherever you get your podcasts.