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The ‘Soulcruzer’ podcast (more of an audioblog, really).
Expect a blend of mysticism and music, psyche and soul, everyday wisdom, and the esoteric. One day, I might be waxing lyrical about Nietzsche’s eternal return, and the next, uncovering the wisdom of the tarot. It’s all up for grabs on this pod.
So, if first-person confessional style podcasts are your jam, subscribe to mine wherever you get your podcasts. I’m on all of the major platforms.
In this episode, I share my answer to the question I’ve been wrestling with: how do you reduce the interference of fear and ego? Fear and ego often show up as these trickster forces that keep us trapped in outdated stories about who we are and what’s possible. I found a few things you can do to shift your relationship with fear and ego that will help you balance and embrace them.
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In the spirit of making up titles for one’s self in the postmodern world of work, I self-identify as a rogue spiritual explorer and personal growth advocate, among other things.
I’m on a mission to refactor perceptions and explore the subconscious mind through fragmented, spontaneous prose.
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seeing the world through the lens of myth and symbolic storytelling
I’ve been dipping in and out of Stephen Larsen’s book, The Mythic Imagination: The Quest for Meaning Through Personal Mythology for a while now. It’s become an ongoing companion that keeps nudging me to explore how I exercise my own mythic imagination.
I find myself tapping into this deeper way of seeing whenever I’m walking in the woods or doing one of my shamanic journeys. There’s something about being in those spaces, surrounded by nature or in the stillness of inner exploration, where myth and symbol come alive for me. It’s as if they rise up from the earth or the depths of my mind, guiding me through the familiar patterns of life—birth, death, love, and transformation.
For me, the mythic imagination is about seeing the world through the lens of myth and symbolic storytelling. It’s about accessing that well of archetypal narratives that sit at the core of who we are, as humans.
These stories aren’t outdated or irrelevant; they’re alive, dynamic, and constantly shifting but always reflecting something essential. Myths, to me, are like mirrors that reflect my subconscious mind back to me. They are stepping stones to the collective unconscious.
Lately, I’ve been reflecting on how I might bring this sense of the mythic into my coaching practice. It feels like an untapped resource, something that could help people access the deeper, archetypal stories that are shaping their lives, whether they’re aware of them or not.
I think weaving mythic wisdom into the work I do would help people see their lives as part of a greater, unfolding story.
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metamodernism may offer a way forward for me
Metamodernism seems like an interesting space to play in. I came across the term a while back when I was exploring postmodernism, and I asked the question what comes after postmodernism. I didn’t go any further than asking the question. But now metamodernism has resurfaced and has my attention.
What it is:
Metamodernism is an intriguing concept that seeks to describe the cultural landscape we’re living in—a world that’s not quite postmodern but something beyond it. It’s a reaction to the jaded scepticism and irony of postmodernism, while also recognising that modernist idealism, with its rigid structures and belief in progress, isn’t a viable return either. If modernism is the bright, clean dawn of possibility and postmodernism is the late-night self-reflective doubt, metamodernism might be the early morning hours, caught between both—where sincerity and irony, hope and doubt, optimism and scepticism are all swirling around together.
I love the idea of winking at our irony while still engaging earnestly with things that matter to me. It’s like not taking myself too seriously, even about serious matters:
Metamodernism doesn’t discard postmodern critique; instead, it tries to move forward by oscillating between these contrasting impulses. It acknowledges the fragmentation and uncertainty postmodernism exposed, yet it seeks to reclaim a sense of meaning, wonder, and connection in a world that often feels detached and absurd. So, rather than living in permanent irony, metamodernism suggests that we can “wink” at our irony while still engaging earnestly with things that matter to us.
There’s a playfulness to it, like juggling multiple truths at once.
The term itself hints at this fluid movement—”meta” means beyond, and “modernism” ties back to the optimism of earlier times, but metamodernism doesn’t just move forward; it loops back, reshapes, and synthesises elements from different eras. You’ll find it everywhere, from art and literature to music and philosophy. It’s especially visible in pop culture, where people can deeply care about something while simultaneously poking fun at it.
Millennials and Gen Z apparently have it the way they engage with content:
There’s a sense of deep emotion mixed with humour, irony blended with authenticity. Memes, for example, might capture a profound truth about loneliness or anxiety but do so with a sort of knowing smirk. In a metamodern sense, it’s as if they’re saying, “Yes, life is absurd and fragmented, but in recognising that, we can still care, we can still create meaning.”
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How do you reduce the interference of fear and ego?
In this episode, I share my answer to the question I’ve been wrestling with: how do you reduce the interference of fear and ego? Fear and ego often show up as these trickster forces that keep us trapped in outdated stories about who we are and what’s possible. I found a few things you can do to shift your relationship with fear and ego that will help you balance and embrace them.
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Former power and glory
Something that struck me as interesting is the fact that the Christian church used to wield so much power.
I’m looking at this 12th century church and thinking that once upon a time, tomorrow, Sunday, this church would have been packed.
Everyone in this village would have attended the service and people would have noticed if you weren’t at the there.
Fast forward to tomorrow and I suspect if I were to step into this same church, there would be hardly anyone here. This contrast made me reflect on the immense influence Christianity once had—not just on the people, but on the state, on every aspect of life. It’s remarkable to consider the distance between the church’s former power and now.
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I’m facing a tough question
Here’s a tough question that’s come my way: Where in my life am I avoiding the truth or sidestepping something important? As I ask that, I can see a list of things I’m avoiding and the importance of those things. My reaction is another question: Am I ready to tackle them? I’ve always questioned myself about whether I’m avoiding the truth. When I look at those things, I think I could take them on, but I feel like they would hold me back, leading to navel-gazing and grinding to a halt.
I’ve always had this action-oriented mentality. Everybody has problems; nothing’s perfect, so just drive on with the airborne mission and deal with whatever hiccups come my way. I’m a path-of-least-resistance guy. If there’s an obstacle, instead of trying to go through it or over it, I look for how to go around it. I believe life is too short to focus on things that, in the end, don’t matter much. Nothing matters when you’re dead.
I could focus on those things and “fix” them. But does that make me a better person? Does it lead to enlightenment? Am I avoiding necessary confrontations? I’m reminded of a quote from General Hannibal, who, when marching to sack Rome and having to figure out how he was going to get his elephants across the alps, said, “We will either find a way, or we will make one.” I tend to sidestep tough issues by not giving them any space.
Right now, I don’t want my issues to have centre court. I’d rather just soldier on and go around them. But I wonder, should I continue believing that I’ll cross the bridge when I get to them? They might not be issues unless I make them issues. Part of me is curious about what would happen if I took on some of these things. Am I deceiving myself by being overly optimistic about life? Everything will work itself out in the end because we all die eventually. And then what does it matter?!
So, that’s what’s on my mind right now. I’m not sure what to do with that.
I’m off to spend some time in nature, so I’ll contemplate this some more.
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Supporting My Creative Work – New Ways to Contribute
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If you’ve been enjoying my posts, I’ve got something new to share with you. I’ve added a dedicated Support page to the blog, offering a few easy ways to show your appreciation. Whether you want to buy me a virtual coffee via Ko-Fi, send a Bitcoin tip, or use PayPal, you can now choose the option that works best for you.
Your support, whether through kind words, sharing the blog with others, or even a small donation, means the world to me. It helps keep this space ad-free and allows me to focus on bringing you more content that resonates. So, if my writing, musings, or projects have inspired you, and you feel called to contribute, know that it’s deeply appreciated.
Thank you for being a part of this journey and for helping me continue creating from a place of passion and purpose. 🌟
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